KINCSI

NOV2409

I’VE RARELY EVER SET GOALS OR PLANS IN MY LIFE .. IF ANYTHING I’VE SET VAGUE POTENTIAL FOR MYSELF - BUT EVEN THAT WAS JUST ALL THE PIECES OF ME FALLING INTO PLACE AND LEAD A CERTAIN PATH NATURALY. NOWADAYS, I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO PROMPT MYSELF TOWARDS SOMETHING. ACTUALLY, I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO PROMPT MYSELF TO DO SOMETHING.

I REALLY DON’T LIKE LIVING THIS WAY. SETTING A STANDARD ALWAYS FAILS WITH ME. EVER SINCE I STARTED GETTING MYSELF STRAIGHT, I FEEL UNHAPPY. I’VE ALWAYS FOUND ENJOYMENT IN WHAT I’M CURRENTLY DOING. RARELY LOOKED LONG TERM AHEAD, OR TOO FAR BEHIND.